So I had a baby with someone before I found my soulmate. For some reason I’m super super embarrassed to tell him I got hemorrhoids with my first child, idk why I’m embarrassed, nobody I know has talked about it or normalized it besides my ob. So this changes when I will I have sex with him (lighting and positions). Does anyone relate or have any advice? I know when I tell him he will want to look, which is fine with me but I want to have something to say, like it happens to a lot of women? Idk.