How should I feel?

Brittney • Busy bee 🐝 happy as can be

Hey girls, my boyfriend of nearly a year started looking through my snaps today. It was fine but he began to question “why did this guy send you a winky face?” “What did you say to this dude on Xmas?” Etc. So I answered his questions then asked to look at his Snapchat. He denied me access to his phone and we argued for a bit because he has free range to my phone and questioning me about who I’ve talked to yet I don’t get the same reciprocity. Well he finally let me look and nothing of importance. However, it felt wrong to me so lo and behold I just waited til he fell asleep. Wrong, I know.. I just couldn’t help it. My guy definitely hasn’t been talking to other girls (at least the evidence doesn’t show it) however!!! I did find a photo vault app on one of his main screens... hmmm wonder if I can crack the code? Wow, that was too easy. WHAT AM I SEEING. Well, turns out I found multiple sex tapes of he and his ex gfs, YES I got to watch my boyfriend SCREW SOMEONE ELSE!!!! Dirty videos from girls with toys and long nails, and one photo of my nipple from over a year ago.... WOW. How should I be feeling discovering he’s been holding on to pictures of his exes and dirty little videos he can view literally anytime. I didn’t know what to do so I changed the passcode and figured we would have a talk when he discovered he was locked out of his little porn stash. Help girls, help...