Am I even pregnant?

Bri

6w4days and the unknown is killing me. I was scheduled with family medicine next week but the np they make you see wasn’t sure she would do lab draws despite two prior miscarriages and my current lack of pregnancy symptoms. I decided to see an OB I heard is good with post miscarriage but I can’t get in before 2/25, I’ll be 9 weeks. This not knowing is killing me slowly 😔