Why do I do this to myself?

TS

10DPO, some sore boobs (always happens before AF). Took FRER, not even FMU. Now I feel terrible looking at the BFN. I know it’s “you’re not out until she rears her ugly head” but in my heart I feel this cycle is a done deal.

I’ve been very good about not testing early, just lost my resolve somehow and now I’m paying for it. Feels awful!!

Anyone with me?