Worst Masturbation

Elena

Hey! I’m Elena and I just turned 20 years old and I’ve never masturbated.. right? I don’t know, I’ve seen many tips and tricks and non of them seem to work right. I’ve never had orgasm or sex. I’ve tried clitoral stimulation, at first yeah it feels good then it just becomes tedious. I get really wet but no orgasm. Every time I feel like I’m about to have it just fades away weekly. I’ve tried soft, rough, circular and back and forth and none seem to be doing the job! It’s like it’s impossible. When it fades my whole horny mood just completely vanish and I’m left unsatisfied and tired. I don’t know why or what else to do! I’m not yet opened to toys.I haven’t actually tried actual finger penetration because my opening is really small! I’m trying work up to it. I know many of y’all started with just fingers why can’t I? Idk I’m just very unpleased. Don’t know what to do about it. What’s wrong and what can I do! Help a girl out 😭