Depression

I am 22 weeks and my depression has reached an all time high. It is ruining my already very fragile relationship. I cry everyday and find myself not eating or drinking. Work and school are like my only escapes. If I wasn’t pregnant idk what I would do. I made an appointment to visit a therapist tomorrow and I recently messaged my doctor because I don’t want my thoughts to cause me to lose my baby boy. He wasn’t planned because of the toxicity of my relationship but I’ve fell in love with him. Anyone else dealing with depression and how are you coping ?