Down to the last five weeks of my pregnancy with my little baby boy. It’s almost been an entire year since I lost my little girl Charlotte Rose to anencephaly. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about her and who she would have been.

I hope that she looks after her little brother on his journey to the earth side. I have a feeling she will bless us with him on the date we lost her 6th of April.

My anxiety is starting to rise not about giving birth more about something going wrong and me losing my rainbow baby. I don’t think everything will feel real until his in my arms. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers ❤️🌈🌸😍🥀