I am 6weeks 5 days and my termination is scheduled for Friday and my boyfriend and I have elected to keep an ultrasound of the baby and hear the heartbeat first just to have a feeling of knowing the baby before terminating the pregnancy. We are only 19 and 20 and not in a position to raise a child. He is the one pushing for an abortion and I unhappily agreed but though I’m not happy about it I know it’s better to not have a baby now than risk attempting to raise a baby without help financially or emotionally from him. I know my family would help best they can but I’m not sure how it would go honestly. Is there anything I should do before the procedure to be sure I’ll be safe and comfortable and anyway to honor my little one after it? I had a miscarriage in September and got a tattoo in honor of it. I love this baby so much already but I know I’m in no position to be a mother rn. Any advice is appreciated. Pro-lifers trying to guilt me or tell me how awful I am please fuck off, I am catholic, I’ve read the Bible, I know the verses, I’ll settle it with god on my own time.

Edit: no adoption is not an option for me okay? My partner is adopted and has issues with it and I am against it because I have family who were abused in the system and I would never want my child to endure that. I was abused and will never bring a child into the world for them to be brought into a situation that’s unsafe. So don’t ask