So, I am needing advice badly.

My husband and I are a younger married couple. I’m 22 and he is 23 years old. We have been together since high school. Anything you could imagine, we have been through. I love my husband so much, he is my best friend. We are so similar, but still different in many ways. Lately, I would say about the past 3 months, I feel pushed away. I don’t know if this is a feeling from him or myself... possibly both. I feel a disconnect I’ve never felt before. I don’t feel at home anymore. Today when driving home, I starting crying when I was down the road knowing I was just a few short minutes away from pulling up to our house because I didn’t want to be home. I just don’t know what it is. I want to part ways, but I don’t believe in giving up. We’ve been together for so long, but then again we are still so young that we have so much of life to move on from.

I’ve never looked at other men, or women and I had a situation last week. My co-workers son, who is 21 years old walked into our office and I was in complete awe from the time he introduced himself and carried a conversation with me. Since then, I can’t stop thinking about him.

I work for my co-workers parents, and my husband and I went to my bosses birthday party on Friday, and the son was there. I was so interested in him, and I felt awful. I feel guilty.

Like I said, I never have interest in any other men, and at never have since I’ve met my husband in high school.... I literally cannot stop thinking about someone else and I have a feeling it’s just because things aren’t great at home.

I’m confused, and also don’t want to talk to family or friends because I feel guilty.