Since I found out that I’m pregnant I was shocked cause me and the father broken up a few weeks before I found out

He doesn’t want anymore kids he has two kids I want more kids I have two already as well but I did not expect my next pregnancy to be like this

I’m sick all the time I’m struggling to get through the day I lost my job and I’m currently looking for another one as we speak

The father wants me to get a abortion I’ve never had one I’m a child

Of god I do believe if you are able

To give life it’s a blessing

But why do I feel like

This is a mistake I’m a single parent already and I’m about to

Bring another life in the world and me and the father is not together

I asked him to

Give me the money for the abortion I meant half of the money and he never did he keeps saying he will but has not done so yet I’m just lost I’m thinking about my future I’m a wonderful mother and I have my

Ups and downs but I keep asking myself do I want to do this again with a third child ?