i got a call from my gyne saying that i have hsv2 yesterday. im devastated. i feel disgusting. i did this to myself by having unsafe sex and not caring about what happened to me. i had an unhealthy relationship with sex & used sex as self harm in a way. so ... i cant blame anyone but me. ive never been in a relationship or had a boyfriend. im a junior in hs. how will i approach relationships when i already have no idea what im doing, im young, and i have fucking herpes now. i like meaningless hookups and now i can never do that again without telling any random person that i have herpes. just kind of ranting but does anyone have advice for me i feel lost and distraught