I’m completely devastated that it had to come to this decision! Did I want this , absolutely not. Was this the best decision for me I’m sure it is. It just kills me inside that I let myself become involved and stay involved in a mentally, physically, emotionally and verbally abusive relationship for 3 years. And I have to get this abortion so that all ties can forever be severed! I always wanted to have another baby after I had a miscarriage 6 years ago so the thought of ending this pregnancy is truly killing me. I just hope that I can heal from all the hurt and forgive myself for having to choose this as my only option.