I dont think he want me anymore

Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 4 years and lately it feels lile he dont want to be with me he brings up my regretable past, he gets mad when i try and have a convertation with him he doesn't care when he make me cry, we fight like everyday and a over a year ago he told his girl best friend for 8 years he said he loved her and called her gorgeous but after i told him to choose between me or her he chose me but it feels like he dont want me anymore. I dont know what to do hes my first love please ladys what should i do now