3 Months Postpartum

I had my baby girl 3 months ago. When she was 2 months I started noticing that I was becoming snappy, having major mood swings, getting irrational with people especially my husband. I get very anxious at times and envy my husband all the time. It’s starting to take a toll on our marriage. All I want to do is give him the baby and go to sleep, but I breastfeed her and can’t sleep when he tries to help out. He tries so hard and I lash out when he does wrong. I can’t control my emotions and feel as if I’m caving in. I can’t seem to get ahold of my emotions and anger and I turn to food, I am constantly eating. I’m eating about 8 times a day. 3 huge meals and bad snacking through the day. Such as the other day I ate 8 mini cupcakes. Do I need to speak to my doctor?

Sometimes I don’t even want to hold my baby. 😭😭 I’m internally crying out but I have no one to cry too.