So long story short. I found out for about a month (since i started working again) my husband has been watching porn and masturbating almost daily. Id say at least 5 out of 7 days. He tried to deny it but ultimately admitted to it. I feel let down even though i know i shouldn't. I know masturbation is normal and I know I cant take care of his needs regularly. Were trying to make more time for ourselves but I just feel like it was a stab in the back. I havent told him this because I dont want to make him feel worse about it. And as I said i know its normal and ok. Sorry for the rant but I have no one to talk to about it.