My life went from being in love and thinking I found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, to having nothing. We had so many plans and he made me promises and wanted me pregnant. “ I want you to be the mother of my children “ we tried for months to get pregnant and then I finally got pregnant and it was “ get an abortion” . Everything flashed before my eyes and everything he ever told me was lies. He’s a narcissist and needs help.

Who does that to someone? Promises them everything, promises them a future together and a baby together and then says no to all of it. You don’t do that to the person you “ love “.

I got the abortion a month ago today and it still hurts me. He still wants to be together and have children later on but I just can’t trust him anymore or believe anything he says.

I try coping with all of this but it just sucks how fast your life can change. I just been feeling depressed and I drink a lot and have nightmares and I just hope that I can get better eventually..