Hey everyone,

I’m having a really hard day. My mom has a few days to live at most. She’s 43 and dying of colon cancer. She’s 80lbs at best and she’s semi-conscious now. I saw her last night and I though she was going to die in front of me. She wasn’t breathing often and when she did it was a huge deep breath. She couldn’t talk.

I found out I’m pregnant too only 5 days ago. I’m already 8 weeks. I tested negative until 13 days late for my period.

I’m just really stressed and tired. I have visitors coming to our apartment tomorrow and I don’t feel up to cleaning. We’re moving into our house in May. I keep crying and I’m trying to take care of my 1 year old son as best I can but it’s so hard. Sometimes I want to give up. I’m alone in evening because my husband works 2-10pm and it’s so hard. I have generalized anxiety disorder. My anxiety is getting worse lately because of all the pressure.

I just needed to share this and get it off my chest.