Paranoid

Natalie

Ladies, I’m so paranoid. I go to the doctor Tuesday for the first appointment. I miscarried in Jan and got pregnant pretty quickly, measuring at 8w 2d according to my last period. When I went in the last time, I had no idea I miscarried and when they started the ultrasound, nothing was there. I was broken and my worst nightmare came true. I had a dream the night before, that it would happen like that. Reminded me of Marley and Me when they went for their US, nothing there. I was diagnosed with PCOS and put on Metformin, however I was already pregnant but measuring VERY early because the doctor didn’t know, nor did I. Three weeks later my period was a week late and there were FBP (fat big positive)!

I’m so paranoid I’ve taken 6 tests since I found out two weeks ago, 3 a week because I’m scared when I go Tuesday the same thing will happen. I’m definitely feeling the baby symptoms more this time than ever. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, any advice...I’ll take FTM.