God I hate it so much

Every time I try and talk to my mom she just says “everyone at your age goes through waht your going through, it’s completely normal”. I love my mom so much, but I hate hearing that it makes me so upset and feel like she doesn’t believe me. I just want to say “not everyone wants to die” but I can’t. Why can’t she beleive me? Maybe I’m just being stupid and whiny and everyone goes through it and I just can’t take it ig. Maybe it is me, it’s always me.