I've thought about death and dying a lot lately and fantasizing about how it could hapoen and idk what's going on. My grandma has been estimated to live only one more year and that's fucked up my whole family and I just feel like if I start to tell ppl what's going on with me I'll be a burden. I'm mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted and I feel like stuff is just becoming too much for me. I really have no clue what's happening to me and if it's just maybe a symptom of puberty or periods. Idk. Just please leave suggestions about what might be going on