Pain rant

I battle many things, mental illness and two autoimmune diseases. I’ve been through a lot. But I always try to take care of everyone else. Lately, I have been by my moms side day and night cuz she had severe problems after a big foot surgery. She suffers a lot of pain. I do everything for her. And I don’t mind. It’s fine. But recently I’ve gradually been getting worse Crohn’s symptoms as of late. I’ve been getting chronic pain in my joints and bones. It sort of feels like arthritis. Anyway, flash forward to today. I woke up hurting, but as the day went on it gradually got worse. I told my dad, and he ignored it. So needless to say I ended up curled into fetal position, sobbing.

Now, this may be wrong. But when all you do is take care of everybody, the least you can expect is getting help from people back. No one helps me, I have to keep fighting and help myself.