Sad :( 26 weeks 5 days

I feel sad because im having my first daughter and we aren't having a baby shower. And we arent doing maternity photos but i try to get some pictures in of my belly to remember. Although its my decision to not have one. Because i rather spend the money on my baby girl other than throwing a shower and noone showing up and not recieving anything. i feel as if i would lose money. Especially because i dont really talk to anyone so i know not to expect anyone really. Im sad because this might be my last pregnancy because i conceived through ivf and money is tight from it. I just wish everything was different. But i can't wait for my little girl and im so lucky to have been gifted with her ❤ i cant wait to hold her 😭❤