Um. Random... but hurtful

So.. over the past four years there has been many issues between my now fiancé and I...

But there is one that's making me hesitant on actually getting married to him.

He has cheated in the past, with a Tgirl (transgender woman)

It took a long while for us to get past that.

But recently I have seen his browser history (I asked, he showed me with the comment of 'that's the one thing you aren't going to like...')

He is still searching up things like.. 'Teen Tranny' and other Tgirl stuff..

It's very hurtful, plus a huge reminder of past transgressions.

I am not huge on porn. I am NOT against porn. I am not against Trans. But god damn this hurts so much I don't know if I can ever actually marry him.

*Yes, he is bi. That's not an issue.

*He cheated on me 2 years ago, we had a long separation after that and we came together after thoroughly talking it over. Some relationships can move past that... we managed to.