6 abusers. Venting about all my abusers
1. I was a freshman in Highschool and started dating this boy sage. He'd push me around and grab my wrists and scream at me but it wasn't that bad. He pushed my head down and knocked me to my knees to give him head and attempted to rape one of my bestfriends at the time.
2.I dated him about a month after sage. He'd pressure me into sex and rape me repeatedly until he cheated on me 2 months later and I took my chance to leave him
3. He shoved his dick in my face, dragged me across the ground and stole $50 from me. He told me he was cheating on me with a 27 yearold and left me.
4. We had been hooking up for a year but only had sex about 3 times before he assaulted me. I told him I didn't want to have sex and he tried forcing his penis inside of me but when it wouldn't go in he bent me over and tried again I told him to stop he did but then tried kissing up on me again. I walked home crying and couldn't go to school for a couple days cause I felt so weak.
5. It was our first date and he tried to have sex with me. I pushed him off while crying and told him I wanted to wait and I didn't want to have sex he said that was okay but pressured me into sex 15 min later. He told me he thought I was okay with it cause I wasn't crying anymore.
6. This wasn't real abuse but borderline abusive. My most recent ex used me for money & sex and would choke me so hard I couldn't breathe. I would try to get him off of me but I couldn't.. He'd let go and when I told him he could've killed me he'd reply with "isn't that the point?" Or "I don't fucking care"
I used to blame myself for my abuse and think it was my fault that I didn't defend myself. But it's nobody's fault but the abusers. Everyone of you remember that please.
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