I didn’t think I would see myself back on this app so soon..

After trying to conceive for 4 months my husband and I finally got pregnant.

We were THRILLED.

We have 2 other children who were so excited to be big siblings and the positive energy running through our families and friends was so powerful.

But then at 13 weeks pregnant I woke up in the middle of the night, bleeding and cramping. My husband took me to the hospital and after all the bloodwork, urine samples and ultrasounds, I was sat down and told that I lost my baby.

Im trying to stay strong, but I go from sobbing, to being positive, to being numb. And then it starts back over.

It’s my first miscarriage and I’m at such a loss.. I don’t know how I’m suppose to feel or how to go about it.