Could really use some advice please.

Tabitha

Long post but bear with me . Me and my husband have been together for almost 4 year married 2. It hasn’t been easy we both cheated we broke up about a hundred different times and I honestly thought he would have changed by now . I’m pregnant now and I honestly don’t think we’re going to work I love him and I want my daughter to have he dad because I always had mine but I don’t want her to grow up think that the way he treats me is the right way. I’ve told him something similar to that and he always brushes it off like it doesn’t matter and I sometimes think he doesn’t even want my baby and that’s what hurts the most. Sometimes he acts like he’s excited and says he wants her to have a good future we need to say money for her he buy cute little outfits . I just don’t know what to do it would honestly be hard if I did leave I’d have to go to my moms and I don’t always get along with her and everybody at my moms work so I’d have no one to watch my baby when I work . I just need to know what i should do .