yallllll, take a seat grab ya popcorn and help a sis out.

so before spring break me and this guy were flirting

with each other and he was my good friend. We went on a packed car ride one night and i asked to sit on his lap because I thought he was super cute and i’d perfer him than the other. I sat on his lap and girl I felt his dick and he was putting his hands around my waist

. so later on that night we were texting and he randomly says, “i wanna fuck you when we get back from break” like whaaaat?

I said “i’m down” because i wasn’t gonna let this light skin with green eyes and a deep ass voice down. so we end up talking throughout break and he literally posts on snapchat a female saying “i love you baby, happy birthday.” what the fuck... my best friend tried to tell me it’s his sister and i told her tf it’s not so i messaged him saying “oh she’s cute and forget everything we talked about

.” he says okay and texts me a few days later saying “i’m so sorry, i should’ve told you” blah blah blah. i said that it was okay and that we could still be friends. i’m not sure on how it started but we were at a party and he ended up touching up on me and making out with me in the middle of the dance floor .

like this man doesn’t have a girlfriend. He ended up coming back to my room that night and yes i feel very guilty we ended up getting it on and poppin. We talked about him and his girlfriend afterwards and i do not understand why he’s fucking me and talking to me and chillin with me on the regular .

I want him to fall for me just so i can drop him and let him know how it feels. I know this guy has a girlfriend and I have no idea what I am doing but when I’m with him my stomach goes crazy. i honestly just want to fuck him one more time and drop him. He obviously doesn’t care for his girlfriend who is in a whole different state. I know i’ll never be with him and actually have that relationship. I just need to stop being a home wrecker and sit back. The only thing stopping me

is this man knows how to get me and i wish he did not have a girlfriend!! like jeez be loyal or break up with her.

can y’all give me advice on what to do, i know that i need to stop talking to him. have you guys been in this situation? i know i’m a bust down thotiana