It’s been an emotional wreck since I found out I was pregnant. So basically I met this Australian back when I was 19 (now 23) when he came to America and every since then I’ve been in a manipulative non serious relationship. Basically he’s lied to play with my vulnerability and gullible personality to get what he wants. I allowed this for year like a idiot. Well I finally got in a better relationship (dating not serious) and was finally starting to move on then he popped up again and I had a one night stand with him. Let’s just say it ended with me getting pregnant. The moment I told him he wanted a abortion I didn’t he told me he’s moving back to Australia and not telling anyone that he has a kid. I’m not even mad he’s moving back. But I’m pissed he doesn’t even want to acknowledge he has a kid in a whole other country and tried to give me fake tears when I told him I’m going to take him to court for child support . I’m way more advanced in my career than he is. I have more to lose raising a kid. But this kid didn’t ask to be here because of a stupid year long screwed up situation. I’m just pregnant and emotional and really stressed out because of my actions. I’m scared being a single mom not just a single mom but a professional single mom