So freaking tiredšš„ŗ
I donāt know what to do!! Iām so tired of everything. Iām stressed out about everything. I feel like I donāt even want a boyfriend at this point... I love my man to death and i know he does the same and tryās to be supportive in every way, but recently weāve been going through a hard time and I just feel alone. I will admit I do complain a lot, but I feel like thatās my way of venting and getting things off my chest. I recently started birth control and Iām nervous about the whole weight gain ordeal and honestly I can already feel it. Not even an hour after I eat I get hungry, so I drink a water bottle full of water and that still doesnāt help, for the past week Iāve been going to bed hungry because I know I shouldnāt be eating because I just ate not too long ago. I told my boyfriend about this and all he said was itās not the birth control, if you watch what you eat and drink water when youāre hungry you will be fine. And I told him that I did drink water and it doesnāt work, and then he said well it works for me. So I said well you also donāt have something in your body thatās fucking you up. And all he said was āyeah lolā he seems to get so mad when I talk negatively about birth control or tell him that my mood swings or irritability are from it. He thinks that I can control it all the time and sometimes I just canāt, and if Iām wrong please let me know but I just feel helpless when it comes to my emotions and feeling now. Like Iām literally crying over this and idk how to feel. Iām just so tired and done with feeling like Iām going through this all alone. Iām the one experiencing all the side effects and feeling down. The least he could do is try to be there for me. I just donāt understand why he gets mad when I list negative about the bc Iām on when there clearly are negatives that cause side effects which canāt be controlled unless they go away!
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