Not feeling that great about myself lately

Michalle

So I’ve been looking at photos from my birthday party this weekend and I’m so embarrassed of how I’ve let myself go. Before i had my daughter i was very active and 5’5ft around 130lbs. Even all through my pregnancy i maintained a healthy weight and then after i had her my mom passed and food just became a leech on me. Now I’m the biggest I’ve ever been and I’m pushing almost 170lbs 🤦🏻‍♀️. I’m trying to conceive again and i don’t wanna be super huge when I’m pregnant with my next child. I’m also going to the beach very soon and I’m too embarrassed to even wear a swim suit. I have such horrible cellulite on my legs and it’s my most hated part of myself. If anyone could maybe help me set up for a diet plan or know of something i could do to help me lose weight safely but fast that would be great. I’m really desperate here ladies. Please help me.