Dear old boy

So this is my nick name for you and has been for a while now because I want to move on from you, I found it easiest to not say your name when I was talking to others about you, and when I finally thought I was through with you things blew up in my face. Everything turned out okay for the most part but I went straight back to you because I started getting the attention I was craving from you, but I can’t wait forever for the stars and the planets to align for us. It’s truly exhausting. I’m worth more than that, I wanna give you one more opportunity, but I also have to be realistic. You can’t be my priority if I’m not yours so I’m letting go for now in hopes that our paths meet again when our universe has aligned. Yours true, an epic adventure