Why am I so worried?..

21 weeks today, with my baby boy.. but I’m getting more anxiety over it, it’s hitting me like a ton of bricks; I’m gonna be a mom, a role model.. He was unplanned but isn’t unloved and welcomed.. I’ll be raising him myself, the father would rather it “not be alive”. Some days I’m really scared that I won’t be good, other days I’m over the moon..

Anyone else feel this way?