Maybe this is it?

I think I’m pregnant. It’s almost like I can feel it in my soul. My doctor told me not to test until the 8th, and I am so impatient. For the past few days I have been having very light brown spotting, and only every once in a while. Sometimes I pee and there is nothing. Maybe implantation? It is accompanied by very minor cramping. Nothing like a period cramp. Fingers crossed that this is it as I have been actively trying for almost eleven years.