self love/acne

i’ve always had self love but the past year i’ve been struggling a lot with it. i’ve had acne for about 4 years or more and i’ve had acne on my chest/shoulders/back for 2 years or more. it’s not like i don’t clean myself because i definitely do. i used to not really care about my acne, i didn’t let it control what i thought beauty was. but recently i’ve been feeling my ugliest. i know that most of the reason is because i find myself looking at all my amazingly gorgeous friends on instagram. i know i’m pretty. my face features are really good and my body isn’t that bad either...it’s just my acne. for the past 2 years i’ve either been swimming with a shirt on or making up an excuse that i’m on my period. but this summer i actually want to enjoy swimming with my family and friends. and i would love to get rid of my acne. i know this was more of a rant but does anyone have any suggestions? mostly for getting rid of chest/shoulder/back acne? and if you have any regular acne tips please let me know. thanks ❤️