Anyone else getting an abortion but feel guilty?

I thought I could give this baby the best life when I first found out I was pregnant (I was on BC but missed a day or two) but every time my spouse and I get into an argument he says he doesn’t care if I keep the baby or not.

Either way I can’t have someone who says those type of things to me and I’m already a single parent. I can’t do it again. But I just hope this little one inside me doesn’t hate me for doing this. If it was a different situation I would give him or her the best life.