Guilt

I had my daughter almost three months ago and she still feels like a stranger to me. And I feel bad about it. I also have days where I prefer my oldest to her. And that makes me feel guilty because I was the same way when I was born. I was put in an orphanage because my birth parents didn’t want me. I’d never give up my baby, but she still feels like a stranger and that makes doing stuff as a family hard because I just want to include my oldest.

Heed my oldest😂