I can’t stop feeling pathetic.

I had a c section because my body wouldn’t progress in to labour I was in a hospital 3 days trying for it to progress then I spent 8 hours on a hormone drip to be too still 1 cm we can try another 5 hours or have a c section.

I was so tired I hadn’t slept for days my epidural wouldn’t work and I feel like I gave up I choose the c section and I had to be put to sleep for it ☹️ it’s not what I wanted at all I even said I would never want to attempt a epidural but I was just so tired