Feeling defeated

So ladies. I had my 39 week check

Still closed still high and hard.

😭😭😭 my doctor said expect to see ur due date and wave it goodbye. And to not see an induction till 41 weeks. I’m legit about to cry I’m tired of seeing all my friends and family have their baby’s at 39 weeks and even 38 weeks.

I had a friend who was due after me and she already had her baby. Why why

I was told to walk and walk

I walk for two hours a night and then do yoga ball exercises for three hours as it’s the only place I can sit that don’t hurt my hips

Any ladies have any tips on how to dilate or at least efface. Just something. I beg for something different at my 40 week check

Does evening rose oil pills help and what about raspberry leafy tea. Help ladies I’m at a lost and I really don’t wanna see my due date pass me

Also I had an ultrasound sound done today and my baby is “measuring” 7lbs 12ounces