PLEASE READ!! Really stressed!

Ok so I apologize in advance for how long this is going to be and how detailed it is as well, but I really needed to let it out somehow.

Ok so, I’m a 15 year old and my biological mother is in jail and my biological father died before I was two years old and I was adopted by my grandmother(who I love more than anyone!).

And a couple of months ago I found out that a friend of mine that I grew up with was murdered along with her grandmother, so I’ve been a little depressed lately and I’m not sure how or when it will fully sink in that she’s gone. (And I’m crying while writing this. Wow.)

Ok, sorry.

Um... the reason she and her grandmother were murdered was bc her grandmother was dealing illegal drugs, and then I found out that my biological mother was in jail for dealing illegal drugs and after I found out it took a little while but eventually it sank in that she was doing something that recently got one of my friends killed!

Now, I know my biological mother and I love her even after everything she’s put me through so I don’t know how I would’ve done if something had happened.

But anyway, I’m going to go ahead and finish my rant.

Thank you to anyone who actually read this!❤️