I'm the worst mom ever...venting 😥

I just need to vent about what happened few minutes ago.

I was walking to my car with my 2mo baby and I saw a blind person trying to cross the street (my car was parked by corner) when I got to my car I was sitting the baby is his car and I hear a sound and was the blind person that had crashed into the stop sign. I close the door with baby in and went to help him to cross the street...he started asking me for direction and I was trying to help. Then I run to my car and when got close I could hear my baby craying when I open he was screaming out loud, his hoodie was covering his face.

I sat in the back seat with him. Telling him how sorry I was.

I feel so bad,I realized the worst can happen in a blink of an eye.

I cry so so bad...I have never hear my baby scream that way.

I know I cant leave him alone a second.....