Hopefully soon! Starting clomid!

Glo keeps me positive! About to start 17th cycle of trying for baby #2! I have a beautiful, happy boy who needs a sibling and I get a bit sadder each month about future baby not being as close in age as I was hoping. We had all our fertility testing done.

3 close friends are all pregnant. One took a very long time and I’m happy for them all. My best friend just told me today she also expecting her first. I knew they were trying and it took them 5 months to conceive. She was worried to tell me and I get it. Again. Happy for her but had a moment of sadness and jealousy. Worried sometimes that it won’t happen for us again.

About to start clomid. Worried about starting for side effects etc.

Does anyone think that they are messing up the order of things and like maybe I should hold off on taking medications so I get the baby “I’m supposed to get” vs one helped with meds. Idk, maybe I’m crazy for thinking this way.