How do you do it?

I found out this morning that I am 3 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I know, SO early!!!! I’m freaking out for a number of reasons.

1. I had a chemical in October.

2. I’ve had some intermittent cramping. Some pretty intense, some just a pinch or two, some pretty intense only on the lower left.

3. How could I have such a clear positive at 3 weeks? Not even a vfl. Not even on an early response test.

Look at this thing.

My OB agreed to see me Monday. But meanwhile, how do I just relax? I think I’ll start by getting off of this app for a while for one. & just snuggling under my honey. I don’t want to worry. I want to enjoy this pregnancy, and everything that comes with it . Have my baby in December, and completely fall in love over and over again.

It’s funny, I’ve wanted to see those two lines for a while now. & now I’m just freaking out. How do I not worry? 😓