I had a dream last night that I were in love with a guy who also had HSV... but it wasn’t a regular dream, it was so realistic. The guy and I met then we were seeing each other often. Then we had sex but it wasn’t wet dream type of sex.. we made love like real grown woman type of love. I’ve had sex before but I never made love. It’s all I’ve ever wanted for myself.. then toward the end of my dream there was a baby. And in my dream I was happy. I woke up and wanted to cry. I still can’t believe I have HSV. I can’t help but wonder will real love and kids be in my future.. ugh I hate this