driving is so frustrating!

i got my permit about a month ago, so i’ve been doing some light driving with my parents. today i drove my dad to the grocery store, and on the way back i was stopped at a red light to turn right, and the person behind me completely laid on the horn until i went! i’ve tried not to let things like this bother me, but they could have tapped on the horn to let me know instead of startling me to speeding around the corner. i get so stressed out when driving and i hate inconveniencing other people, and that just makes it worse. it was so hard to stop myself from crying from it. i think the reason that this affects me so much is because i get picked on a lot at school too, and i take it as a personal attack. it just sucks :( i wish i could take things like this less personally. i know he can’t even remember it at this point and i’m still sobbing over it. usually when my parents are driving i never notice when people are being complete assholes and it sucks when it’s directed at me:(

sorry for ranting, i just don’t have anybody to talk to about it