I miss my boyfriend

Ellen

About 6 weeks ago my boyfriends best friend died from a heroin overdose. Ever since then he hasn’t been the same person. Depression and anxiety has taken over and he’s been pushing everyone, including me, away. We don’t live together and so I only see him on the weekend and we communicate through text messages. Lately he hasn’t been texting me as much and this weekend he cancelled our plans to go hang out with his brother. Ever since his friend left us everything has changed and I just miss him. I feel like I’m in this alone. I’m trying to be strong for him and understand what he’s going through but I need him too. I don’t know how to deal with it. I just miss him and I don’t know what to do or how to express that without pushing him away further.