Rant about boobs 🙄

I bet people can relate to this: Life would be so much easier with smaller boobs. At the moment I’m a 32DDD, and as an athlete and a 16 yr old girl I just don’t want this. I feel uncomfortable wearing tight shirts, and when I build up the confidence to I get looks that make me go back to baggy clothing. Sports bras are guaranteed cleavage, and on hot days I think it’s safe to take my shirt off until some guy makes a lewd comment about what they want to do with my body. I even get shit from other girls my age, when they say things like “oh she’s just trying to show off her cleavage”(they don’t say it to my face, but I’ve overheard my teammates in the lockeroom). Not only that but I found out my whole running form was messed up because I was insecure about my chest and tried to cover up the bouncing with my arms and by moving my shoulders up and down?? I just want to be able to feel confident with out being blatantly sexualized or being judged for literally existing in my own body. Maybe I’m just overthinking this and shouldn’t care what other people say or do, but for some reason I can’t. This is just a rant so don’t feel like y’all have to respond or anything.❤️thanks for reading my long ass post 😭