Just needed to vent...

I've been in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for 4 years...soon to be married. We are constantly fighting every single day. He blames the distance as being the cause of our arguments which majority of the time is not the cause. There are days where he does not call atleast even to ask about our daughter. I feel I just accepted to marry him because I was pressured since he kept insisting since we've been together for years. I loved this guy, but after so many disappointments I feel I just tolerate him because I feel comfortable and do not want my daughter growing up in a broken home. Every day I regret on accepting his marriage proposal. It will the biggest regret of my life. I know the right choice is to leave idk why I can't bring myself to do it

My reasons why my love is slowly dimishing:

-goes days without calling

-Can't have intellectual convos with him

-Calls just to argue

-Constantly accusing me of cheating

-Goes out constantly with his friends

-Does things I tell him bothers me

-Ignores our daughter when we have arguments!! This is a major one.

-Has a toxic family and he has some of their habits

-Pathological liar

-His family is always gossiping about me and he does not stand up for me

-Always playing the victim card

-HE PROMISES TO CHANGE AND NEVER DOES.

I've tried talking to him numerous times. It has come to the point where I just don't anything anymore. I'm at loss for words and hope this will change. It would be great if it did..but I know it won't.