So I feel like I can vent here lol so I conceived but I think I did it more for my boyfriend he’s 43 me I’m 24. Like I never planned on having kids to be honest like not now maybe when life was not so much of a roller coaster I’m super down . From day one he tried getting me pregnant and I felt like I couldn’t be with him because like he wanted to cum inside me like wtf it was like 2 months after dating so I got low for a few months then he found me and started talking again well anyways I’m pregnant but I’m not really sure if I’m doing it because he wants it because before I met him I wasn’t talking babies. I’m a bit nervous it’s my first baby. Since my man is older than me hes like don’t do that don’t To this and I’m like shut the fuck up! U have my child! Blah blah blah Idk maybe it’s the pregnancy Makin me over think could that be? I love my man but it’s like he didn’t wanna wait I would bring up birth control he would go fuckin ape shit idk I’m just venting.