I Have depression and nobody knows it. I’m self diagnosing myself and I could be wrong but I’m about 200% sure it’s depression. We have a free Psychologist at the college I attend. But Everytime I go to fill out the paper work it overwhelms me. Seeing that question on paper “do you want to die” “do you want to take your own life” makes me feel like I’m crazy. I’ve tried talking to people they either don’t understand or just brush it off and say it’s going to be ok. I keep everything inside now. Because if I tell anyone they’ll think I’m looking for attention or pity. It just feels like I’m drowning every second. Honestly since I was 12 I Felt Like I could’ve had depression but that was nothing compared to what I’m going through now. I’m losing all motivation for everything. I’m not looking for pity or attention I’m Honestly Just Saying What I’m afraid to admit to anyone else. I just feel so alone and I feel a piece of myself die everyday. & The scary part is I’m not even afraid to die.