Ok so this may sound gross to some people but it actually has me laughing recently and I haven't told anyone about this because I'm embarrassed? And idk its....

So my first bf was my first kiss, I had my first kiss May 18th 2018 (I was 18) so not even a year ago. Well we were both kinda inexperienced so I didn't know what was normal or not. He always kissed very fast and aggressive and one day shoved his whole tongue in my mouth and I was like 😳 I didn't know what to do so I just sucked it like full on my lips were just around the tongue. It didn't gross me out just thought it was kinda odd like okay never thought of that before.

Well fast forward to this month 2019 and I'm 19 now talking to a new person and he is THE BEST KISSER EVER idk how I know if I've only kissed two people but that's just what my heart tells me lol. He has nice plump lips and kisses soooo slowly like it's so sexy and turns me on so much and he hold my face and runs my neck and omg I love kissing this guy lol. I've been seeing him for 3 months and just this month we started to do more tongue stuff when we kiss, like flicking them together and swirling them on one another. It sounds totally gross and thinking about it when I'm not in the moment is kinda gross as well lol but while I'm doing it it's hot.

So anyways HE DID THE SAME THING. We were kissing and suddenly his whole tongue is in my mouth and I'm just like what the fuuuck why does this keep happening 😂 my ex literally moaned while I did it and this new guy never makes noises even during sex but when I started sucking his tongue he grabbed the back of my head and I was doing like a blow job motion and he was soooo into it like I was honestly SHOOK .

Does this happen to anyone else? Is this weird or common? Haven't asked my friends so I'm asking yall lol. Is it me??? Or idk how do both of these men start this and be into it? I dont mind it i actually think its funny how much it turns them on i just have never heard of it before like a tongue blow job lol.